Day Two

My evening juice meal! Well, that was left of it... ^^

Second day of my juice fast. Feeling pretty ok. I'm not hungry. Running a little low tonight on juice stuffs, but I'll have enough to survive the day tomorrow. Today my cheese craving wasn't so bad. I wanted it, but not that much. Part of me believes that it's good that it's in the fridge, tempting me. Because, it'll help me overcome the want to eat any food right now.

I still say Christmas dinner is going to be hard for me. I know were probably going to have it at Jen's (the boy's mom's house). I may end up asking Gary to drop everyone off and come get me after dinner. I don't want that big of a temptation. That's the thing too. Some people ask me why I don't wait until after the holidays to start it. I tell them I can't afford to because of Gary (my fiance). He's got so much wrong with his body right now. I'm afraid if we wait it'll only get worse and he'll end up in the hospital. We have to do this now. It's not really a question of to do it or not; we have to.

Mom wants to do it now as well. She told me she'd wait till after Christmas, like Jay. She's worried it'll be too hard with the holidays. But, even if she can't start now, I'm still proud of her for deciding to make the right choice.

So what juices did I have today? I made an apple and grape for breakfast and then my mean green the rest of the day.

So, day two is over and day three starts anew. I can do it!